Saturday, April 18, 2009
Was looking up some old photos that was taken with all my friends. Sometimes, i really think that not pursuing secondary 5 seems to be a bad choice. Leaving my cliques behind, while pursuing post - secondary education, seemed to be like a very selfish decision of mine.
No doubt, 17/4/09, is one of the hardest day for me to pass. Had too much random thoughts, getting pissed off over something that isnt within my area of jurisdiction. Knuckles are hurting as though it broke. Cant even sleep more than 2 hours. Songs are just making me even more emotional. Looking at the time slowly ticking away, browsing through those histories. Neither do i feel like staying home, nor going anywhere. Just wanna find some place for me to clear my mind off, before i really do break down. And im not kidding.
Find that my post is too emo? Fuck off then.






