Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Sigh, everything just seemed to be a joke.
Conflicts, Confusion, Rage.
I don't even have the slightest idea on what's going on anymore.
I don't wanna think about anything, but something just simply can't get out of my mind.
Why? I constantly ask myself.
Is it worth it?
Or is it not?
Thinking back, 3 years ago, where the time we went out together.
I've always remembered, that incident, where we were caught by your parents.
I really don't want to let it go, but i have to.
You are at Pasir Ris, While im at Yishun.
The distance is just too far for us to meet regularly, and afterwhich you got locked up by your parents.
It just marked the end of it.
Now, Im constantly thinking of you, and someone else.
You, for whom i regretted being lazy, and resulted in getting caught somewhere near your house as i didn't want to travel to somewhere more safer.
And for the someone, which is now miles away, and regretted being so rash in almost everything.
Wierd eh. If it's possible, i would prefer not to have done things that i totally regret now.
All i can do, is just to laugh at myself, for being such a fool.
Conflicts, Confusion, Rage.
I don't even have the slightest idea on what's going on anymore.
I don't wanna think about anything, but something just simply can't get out of my mind.
Why? I constantly ask myself.
Is it worth it?
Or is it not?
Thinking back, 3 years ago, where the time we went out together.
I've always remembered, that incident, where we were caught by your parents.
I really don't want to let it go, but i have to.
You are at Pasir Ris, While im at Yishun.
The distance is just too far for us to meet regularly, and afterwhich you got locked up by your parents.
It just marked the end of it.
Now, Im constantly thinking of you, and someone else.
You, for whom i regretted being lazy, and resulted in getting caught somewhere near your house as i didn't want to travel to somewhere more safer.
And for the someone, which is now miles away, and regretted being so rash in almost everything.
Wierd eh. If it's possible, i would prefer not to have done things that i totally regret now.
All i can do, is just to laugh at myself, for being such a fool.






