Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I got stunned for a few second.
And never would i have imagined, that you will come and apologize to me.
Really, it's so sudden.
I was still wondering how the heck am i supposed to start a conversation with you the past 2 days.
But well, i'm glad that at least it isn't that hard anymore.
Oh, and i'm getting hooked up by Critical Acclaim and A Little Piece Of Heaven more and more. It's so addictive!
AVENGED SEVENFOLD <3
*Edited
And oh great, i thought it was the old blog.
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Kns, like that also can. =.=
Stalker :X
And never would i have imagined, that you will come and apologize to me.
Really, it's so sudden.
I was still wondering how the heck am i supposed to start a conversation with you the past 2 days.
But well, i'm glad that at least it isn't that hard anymore.
Oh, and i'm getting hooked up by Critical Acclaim and A Little Piece Of Heaven more and more. It's so addictive!
AVENGED SEVENFOLD <3
*Edited
And oh great, i thought it was the old blog.
.___.
Kns, like that also can. =.=
Stalker :X
Monday, June 29, 2009
Just returned from a "Mini" gathering with Melvin, Amos, Clarence and ZhuangChen.
It's been quite some time, since i had really sat down and have a talk.
We were like trying to refresh some memories during the primary school days. Yet, lots of funny stuff came out and we were laughing like hell.
Disturbing each other, talking about stuffs happening now within our lives.
Kinda do miss them you know?
But well, at least knowing that they are doing well and that's fine already.
And, for real. 17 years of my life, I've never felt so hard to type something and press enter.
Crap! =.=.
It's been quite some time, since i had really sat down and have a talk.
We were like trying to refresh some memories during the primary school days. Yet, lots of funny stuff came out and we were laughing like hell.
Disturbing each other, talking about stuffs happening now within our lives.
Kinda do miss them you know?
But well, at least knowing that they are doing well and that's fine already.
And, for real. 17 years of my life, I've never felt so hard to type something and press enter.
Crap! =.=.
Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold (:
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Tommorow's the day, where they go back to school.
Tommorow's the day, where i can no longer play till late in the night with them.
Tommorow's the day, where i don't think i can listen to her voice anymore.
Tommorow...
..
..
..
Sigh.
Went out for lunch with family. Had Roast Duck Rice at Hougang. After which, proceeded to Thomson Plaza for some groceries shopping. Was in the car while SA texted me and asked for dinner. Called, went home and took some cash while heading out again. Bused to 200+, and walked with SA towards Taste Of Thailand at Yishun Industrial Park.
Walked to Sembawang after our meal as he wanted to consult the doctor. After which, we trained back home.
I want to see you and hear you. ):
Tommorow's the day, where i can no longer play till late in the night with them.
Tommorow's the day, where i don't think i can listen to her voice anymore.
Tommorow...
..
..
..
Sigh.
Went out for lunch with family. Had Roast Duck Rice at Hougang. After which, proceeded to Thomson Plaza for some groceries shopping. Was in the car while SA texted me and asked for dinner. Called, went home and took some cash while heading out again. Bused to 200+, and walked with SA towards Taste Of Thailand at Yishun Industrial Park.
Walked to Sembawang after our meal as he wanted to consult the doctor. After which, we trained back home.
I want to see you and hear you. ):
C'mon. Why can't i get pissed off.
Can't i talk to my friends? You don't control me you know.
When you talk to your friends, and declined our offer of playing DotA.
Did i even say something about it? No right?
What is with your, "Don't want play nvm lor" and left the conversation.
Did i owe you anything?
Seriously, I'm a normal human. I've my limits.
I can tolerate quite a number of things, but not this, really.
Who the heck is able to? Don't tell me you can.
And don't tell me that it was just a joke. For real.
If you didn't added the "lor" , perhaps i would have just taken it as a joke.
That word just simply pissed me off so badly.
Perhaps you will never see this, caused i've only given my bloglink to my close friends.
So, I'm gonna rant about my displeasures here, till im happy. (:
Can't i talk to my friends? You don't control me you know.
When you talk to your friends, and declined our offer of playing DotA.
Did i even say something about it? No right?
What is with your, "Don't want play nvm lor" and left the conversation.
Did i owe you anything?
Seriously, I'm a normal human. I've my limits.
I can tolerate quite a number of things, but not this, really.
Who the heck is able to? Don't tell me you can.
And don't tell me that it was just a joke. For real.
If you didn't added the "lor" , perhaps i would have just taken it as a joke.
That word just simply pissed me off so badly.
Perhaps you will never see this, caused i've only given my bloglink to my close friends.
So, I'm gonna rant about my displeasures here, till im happy. (:
Friday, June 26, 2009
ARGH!
MY HAIR IS SO FREAKING SHORT NOW!
Grrr! My tail, was like 5 cm long, and i asked the auntie to CUT ABIT WILL DO.
Guess what she did.
SHE FREAKING CUT AT LEAST 4 CM AWAY.
WHAT THE ****?
My top also, and my fringe. Holy cow.
My fringe was downed nicely before i cut it. (Refer to the pics in the previous posts)
NOW? ONE SIDE SHORT LIKE HELL, ONE SIDE LONG LIKE HELL.
Top, i don't wanna elaborate. I can no longer put it sideways =.=!
IM JUST SO PISSED! LUCKY GOT ONE MORE WEEK TILL SCHOOL REOPEN, HENCE STILl CAN GROW ABIT AND GO CUT IT AGAIN. ZZZ.
MY HAIR IS SO FREAKING SHORT NOW!
Grrr! My tail, was like 5 cm long, and i asked the auntie to CUT ABIT WILL DO.
Guess what she did.
SHE FREAKING CUT AT LEAST 4 CM AWAY.
WHAT THE ****?
My top also, and my fringe. Holy cow.
My fringe was downed nicely before i cut it. (Refer to the pics in the previous posts)
NOW? ONE SIDE SHORT LIKE HELL, ONE SIDE LONG LIKE HELL.
Top, i don't wanna elaborate. I can no longer put it sideways =.=!
IM JUST SO PISSED! LUCKY GOT ONE MORE WEEK TILL SCHOOL REOPEN, HENCE STILl CAN GROW ABIT AND GO CUT IT AGAIN. ZZZ.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Yeah, Changed my bloglink due to some reasons.
So friends, see this, relink me. :D
Though i doubt anyone knows unless i tell them. (LOL)
Its wierd.
Why did you stopped him from asking? Is it because you didn't want to let me know?
Fearing i might do something again?
Yes, i do feel horrible. But i've awakened. My knuckles have cracked once, and that's enough for it. I won't let it get hurt anymore, unless i give up my favorite sport - Boxing.
Im not invisible, neither am i deaf nor blind.
It's not that i can't see whats going on around you, and i would rather you being honest that another guy is in your mind. I won't even do a shit, and i will just watch while wishing you all the best.
Why eh? Why. Am i so unreasonable? Am i so intimidating?
I don't deny the fact that i can't control my emotions. Who the hell really understands how i feel. But does that mean the things i do are so scary to the extent where one will shiver?
I AIN'T A MONSTER GODDAMNIT.
IF I WERE, HE WON'T BE ALIVE ANYMORE. TRUST ME ON THAT.
Im having a feel of sourness and heaviness, within my heart. It sucks, totally.
So friends, see this, relink me. :D
Though i doubt anyone knows unless i tell them. (LOL)
Its wierd.
Why did you stopped him from asking? Is it because you didn't want to let me know?
Fearing i might do something again?
Yes, i do feel horrible. But i've awakened. My knuckles have cracked once, and that's enough for it. I won't let it get hurt anymore, unless i give up my favorite sport - Boxing.
Im not invisible, neither am i deaf nor blind.
It's not that i can't see whats going on around you, and i would rather you being honest that another guy is in your mind. I won't even do a shit, and i will just watch while wishing you all the best.
Why eh? Why. Am i so unreasonable? Am i so intimidating?
I don't deny the fact that i can't control my emotions. Who the hell really understands how i feel. But does that mean the things i do are so scary to the extent where one will shiver?
I AIN'T A MONSTER GODDAMNIT.
IF I WERE, HE WON'T BE ALIVE ANYMORE. TRUST ME ON THAT.
Im having a feel of sourness and heaviness, within my heart. It sucks, totally.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
JIANSHENG!!!!:D
The Desert i had at Sakura.
Backview Boys. (:
Royston, sitting alone :X
The Four Brothers :D - Taken at MRT
Me and Benny - Taken at MRT
Some kind of band? LOL! Rocked totally.
Me and Benny - Taken at Cineleisure
Me and Andre.Alright, here are the pics from the gathering yesterday. Enjoy :D
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A picture of Me and Royston is in Benny's blog. Go and have a look :D .
Monday, June 22, 2009
I'm so tired! :D
Just came back from a mini gathering with former OPSS classmates. Which consists of, ShiGuan, Royston, SerWei, KeanYew, YenLing, Jennifer, Andre, Benny, JianSheng and Elson.
Well, was feeling abit disappointed cause some didn't make it, such as Jason and Alfred.
Trained down to Kallang MRT station, and made our way to Kallang Leisure Park via bus.
The rest of them went in for ice - skating, whereas me and SerWei waited outside for them. We walked around the shops, played in the arcade, then went to the foodcourt and slacked.
Benny and JianSheng joined us around 4+ . Which was quite a long wait for me and SerWei cause we were both rotting in the foodcourt.
Talked for abit, and went to catch the movie "I love you, Man" . This show is really hillarious for the sexual content they were speaking of. Real funny. And it has been a real long time since i've stepped into a cinema. :D
Bus - ed down to Somerset, and met up with JonX and MuFang for our meal at Sakura International Buffet.
Well, It costed $27.80. Really expensive! Though the food wasn't really that nice, but i had my stomach filled to the brim. X.X
Lots of photos taken, but not with me, gotta wait for Benny to send me those pics so that i can upload them :D
Alright, im going off, tired. :D
Just came back from a mini gathering with former OPSS classmates. Which consists of, ShiGuan, Royston, SerWei, KeanYew, YenLing, Jennifer, Andre, Benny, JianSheng and Elson.
Well, was feeling abit disappointed cause some didn't make it, such as Jason and Alfred.
Trained down to Kallang MRT station, and made our way to Kallang Leisure Park via bus.
The rest of them went in for ice - skating, whereas me and SerWei waited outside for them. We walked around the shops, played in the arcade, then went to the foodcourt and slacked.
Benny and JianSheng joined us around 4+ . Which was quite a long wait for me and SerWei cause we were both rotting in the foodcourt.
Talked for abit, and went to catch the movie "I love you, Man" . This show is really hillarious for the sexual content they were speaking of. Real funny. And it has been a real long time since i've stepped into a cinema. :D
Bus - ed down to Somerset, and met up with JonX and MuFang for our meal at Sakura International Buffet.
Well, It costed $27.80. Really expensive! Though the food wasn't really that nice, but i had my stomach filled to the brim. X.X
Lots of photos taken, but not with me, gotta wait for Benny to send me those pics so that i can upload them :D
Alright, im going off, tired. :D
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Peach LOL so like lucky draw or 4D lar let u pick bt sad never pick dao.. dun cry man
- : Crap la, lol. Sad enough already, cry also no use.
JX - LOL! eh cant you just say something nicer to comfort me or something?!
JX - EH DONT SAY GOODBYE! OR ELSE WHO IS GOING TO REPLY MY TAGS!! COME BACK YOU!!
- : Never mind what, you also don't need me to comfort you. LOL. Or let me rephrase it, I DON'T WANT to comfort you. HAHA. That goodbye also not referring to goodbye to my blog, relax. I did write blog entries but didn't post it thats all.
mufang - haha. thanks but i finished me art liao! wahaha hooray!
- : Hah, alright. (: Glad to hear that you finished your art work, hope you score A1 for art eh!
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I don't feel good at all. Cooping myself within the house is the worst thing i can ever do.
I know, im playing DotA like a total noob, and i can't play my usual style any longer.
The feeling of failure, makes me feel that i should no longer try new methods to bring the team up anymore.
I feel so empty within, ever since the ending of april.
Rofl, and im challenging myself to complete a task. A real tough one.
It's an idea given from Alfred, and i think i should do it.
The task is simply for me to stop using vulgarities, and i shall persevere.
Even if i failed to reach a certain target, at least i know im a changed person by then if i complete this task.
So, help me out friends. Correct me whenever i use vulgarities. (:
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Taken by the Staff from KBox. This looks like it was taken in the 80'sIt was really a wonderful time singing and screaming our hearts out.
I don't know if you all had tried it or not, but somehow, singing makes me vent my frustration in a healthier way. Instead of my usual "Wall Punching" method.
Well, three letters to describe it. F-U-N. :D
Time do flies in there, we just kept singing and singing and singing, until the bill came then we realize that time was running out.
And undoubtedly, i've lost interest in DotA. Almost totally.
Why? Simply because there's no motivation for me.
It's true, and i agree with John's words.
Accept the fact that we weren't the talented ones to make it to the top. What's the point of constant trainings when you can't even get pass the final level that you're stucked in.
Well, i don't blame myself for being not talented, and i know it myself last time. My skills have reached its limits, and i can only play for the worse instead for the better. I don't get myself as serious as before in game, and i just randomly do things that i wanna do.
And also, i just felt immense dissapointment within myself.
I simply thought everything was normal, but it has went out of hand before i even knew it.
I couldn't do anything about it, the decision was made. And it was like, no proper trial was given, just sentenced. I felt so bad, because of my "Bo Chup" Attitude that resulted in this.
I seriously don't know what to do. I feel so, useless.
Well, as long your happy with it, maybe i should just stick with that.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
People changes as time goes by, but i've never ever wished for all my friends to change for the worst.
Giving example, Kenneth.
Me, Kenneth and Gabriel never fail to chit chat in class, every single day. It was so much fun, with them. And i thought that nothing will change a person even if we splitted up to different institutions.
It was during IEGC @ Funan DigitaLife Mall, that i knew he started smoking.
I always thought that he was the " More well behaved " among us 3.
Though his attitude didn't change at all, but how i wished that he didn't picked up smoking.
Untill recently, something just made me felt more dissapointing.
He went to put tattoo onto his leg, and his arm.
Sigh, what is it, that caused him to go onto another path.
Idk, and it seriously saddening. I really wish for him to change back the old him though.
I doubt he will see this, but if he ever does, this is what i want to say.
QUIT SMOKING EH BUDDY, BAD FOR HEALTH. ):
Giving example, Kenneth.
Me, Kenneth and Gabriel never fail to chit chat in class, every single day. It was so much fun, with them. And i thought that nothing will change a person even if we splitted up to different institutions.
It was during IEGC @ Funan DigitaLife Mall, that i knew he started smoking.
I always thought that he was the " More well behaved " among us 3.
Though his attitude didn't change at all, but how i wished that he didn't picked up smoking.
Untill recently, something just made me felt more dissapointing.
He went to put tattoo onto his leg, and his arm.
Sigh, what is it, that caused him to go onto another path.
Idk, and it seriously saddening. I really wish for him to change back the old him though.
I doubt he will see this, but if he ever does, this is what i want to say.
QUIT SMOKING EH BUDDY, BAD FOR HEALTH. ):
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I just wanna say,
GOODBYE. (:
Takecare, Have fun, and i won't be around anymore
GOODBYE. (:
Takecare, Have fun, and i won't be around anymore
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Sometimes, i really wish i could take that pain away from you.
Woke up around 12.
Washed up and prepared myself, then went down Ren Ci Hospital to see Grandma.
It's been a long time since i went down, as im busy with school and other stuffs.
When i reached there, i can't help it but feel a tug in my heart.
It just makes me feel so sad to see her, lying there, unable to move on her on, unable to speak what is on her mind.
It's almost going to be a year, since she suffered from stroke.
I wonder, if she's gonna recover any sooner. Cause i really hope she does.
Went for lunch at Old Kallang Airport, after which proceeded to Tampines Giant for some daily necessities.
After which, went to Hougang Plaza area to have some Black pepper steak. Bought some durians, and we went back home.
Fifa-ed, and i completed Series A. Woots.
Now on Hyundai A- League. Wonder how many leagues can i clear in this holiday? ;D
Woke up around 12.
Washed up and prepared myself, then went down Ren Ci Hospital to see Grandma.
It's been a long time since i went down, as im busy with school and other stuffs.
When i reached there, i can't help it but feel a tug in my heart.
It just makes me feel so sad to see her, lying there, unable to move on her on, unable to speak what is on her mind.
It's almost going to be a year, since she suffered from stroke.
I wonder, if she's gonna recover any sooner. Cause i really hope she does.
Went for lunch at Old Kallang Airport, after which proceeded to Tampines Giant for some daily necessities.
After which, went to Hougang Plaza area to have some Black pepper steak. Bought some durians, and we went back home.
Fifa-ed, and i completed Series A. Woots.
Now on Hyundai A- League. Wonder how many leagues can i clear in this holiday? ;D
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Current mood : PISSED!
Was playing Fifa, and i just missed a player card.
Guess who is it.
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Was playing Fifa, and i just missed a player card.
Guess who is it.
.
.
.
YES, ITS STEVEN GERRARD!
1%#$@$#$@%#!Argh, Wanted to bang wall. Really damn unlucky. Zzz.
Going off DotA with SA now, pissed off about that player card.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Finally, holidays started.
And really, i felt like it's taking forever to reach the last day of the term.
The Sound Forge test today was a total disaster.
I don't even have the slightest idea on what to do, and i just mixed everything together.
Luckily it was still alright for the mixing, but questions wise, GONE CASE.
I can't even answer both of the questions given to me.
Teacher simply shook his head, and i shook my head too.
But well, if there were no test today, how good will it be.
I wanted to self - declare an extra day for holiday.
Too bad, Test came in. Really LL suck thumb must go. =.=
Got home, and slept like a log. Untill Alfred gave me a call, telling me he just finished playing at chambers.
Went out, met him at 803, then made our way to NorthPoint's Ishimura to have the Unagi Cream Baked rice.
Slacked for awhile after dinner, then we proceeded home.
And really, i felt like it's taking forever to reach the last day of the term.
The Sound Forge test today was a total disaster.
I don't even have the slightest idea on what to do, and i just mixed everything together.
Luckily it was still alright for the mixing, but questions wise, GONE CASE.
I can't even answer both of the questions given to me.
Teacher simply shook his head, and i shook my head too.
But well, if there were no test today, how good will it be.
I wanted to self - declare an extra day for holiday.
Too bad, Test came in. Really LL suck thumb must go. =.=
Got home, and slept like a log. Untill Alfred gave me a call, telling me he just finished playing at chambers.
Went out, met him at 803, then made our way to NorthPoint's Ishimura to have the Unagi Cream Baked rice.
Slacked for awhile after dinner, then we proceeded home.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
1 word : Shiock!
Reached school at 7.50+ . Cause i wanted to refresh my memory for my CMOS test.
Saw KelvinLam at main gate, and we walked to cafe together.
YiHong was damn surprised to see me in school, and also, that early.
GuoJie's reaction is the best.
"Wah, Today can buy 4D already. Someone came to school, and EARLIER BEFORE me."
I laughed.
Took the test, and i finished within 20 minutes? Was first to finished it.
Waited outside class for the rest of them to finish, then sat in cafe for awhile.
They went to EHub to catch Monsters Vs Aliens, while i went home cause im totally broke.
Sorry guys. ):
Reached home, had my lunch, then i went to take a nap and only woke up now.
MultiMedia Sound Forge test tommorow, sigh. Sure fail already.
Reached school at 7.50+ . Cause i wanted to refresh my memory for my CMOS test.
Saw KelvinLam at main gate, and we walked to cafe together.
YiHong was damn surprised to see me in school, and also, that early.
GuoJie's reaction is the best.
"Wah, Today can buy 4D already. Someone came to school, and EARLIER BEFORE me."
I laughed.
Took the test, and i finished within 20 minutes? Was first to finished it.
Waited outside class for the rest of them to finish, then sat in cafe for awhile.
They went to EHub to catch Monsters Vs Aliens, while i went home cause im totally broke.
Sorry guys. ):
Reached home, had my lunch, then i went to take a nap and only woke up now.
MultiMedia Sound Forge test tommorow, sigh. Sure fail already.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
I want to sleep ):
And i just realized, if i didn't take a nap earlier, i wouldn't be feeling so groggy now.
I just feel like sleeping. Rofl.
Gotta prepare up and head for the chalet, when i wanted to study for my test tommorow.
Pissed off man, they will never understand how important that test is to me.
My favorite module test, and im aiming for an A grade.
If i didn't get A, i think i might be off cursing and swearing.
Sigh.
Oh, and also. The secondary 3's are back from their camp.
Wonder if it is fun or boring, cause i've heard different comments about it.
Off i go, and if you don't see me online tommorow, perhaps im in LALAland. (:
And i just realized, if i didn't take a nap earlier, i wouldn't be feeling so groggy now.
I just feel like sleeping. Rofl.
Gotta prepare up and head for the chalet, when i wanted to study for my test tommorow.
Pissed off man, they will never understand how important that test is to me.
My favorite module test, and im aiming for an A grade.
If i didn't get A, i think i might be off cursing and swearing.
Sigh.
Oh, and also. The secondary 3's are back from their camp.
Wonder if it is fun or boring, cause i've heard different comments about it.
Off i go, and if you don't see me online tommorow, perhaps im in LALAland. (:
Holidays are coming!
And im gonna do these following things :
And im gonna do these following things :
1) K-Box with Brothers.
2) Gathering with friends from OPSS at Sakura.
4) Those Everlast Boxing Gloves, and Boxing self-training.
5) Gymming again, and to focus on my arms now.
6) And if possible, everyday pray for my dad to strike ToTo/4D :X
:D
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Serwei posing for me.
JunXin lazing around.
OMG! Who put you up on the tree JianSheng?
YAY! Another day of skipping school.
Are you safe in the camp?
My attendence for this term is wtf-ness, guarenteed.
Are you able to sleep soundly during the night?
I won't be surprised if i got debarred from exam. x.x
Did you fall sick or injure yourself?
But i can't pick myself up and go to school?
Rofl, im being lame, cause i shouldn't be thinking of these.
Bored, Being alone sucks.
Maybe going gym to kill time later, or meeting brothers.
Im going bonkers soon.
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Met up brothers at Macdonald's. Waited for them to finish their meal then made our way to coffeeshop as i didn't have much money for lunch.
Ate, Went into OrchidPark and stayed inside the design studio.
Slacked inside till their class was over, then went to the playground and slack for abit.
Splitted ways, me and Roy went to take the bus.
Had a heartful chat with him, and i find that im quite useless actually.
I didn't know that he had that much changes in him, and i simply thought he was still the old him.
Gotta spend more time on them cause they are my brothers. (:
Are you safe in the camp?
My attendence for this term is wtf-ness, guarenteed.
Are you able to sleep soundly during the night?
I won't be surprised if i got debarred from exam. x.x
Did you fall sick or injure yourself?
But i can't pick myself up and go to school?
Rofl, im being lame, cause i shouldn't be thinking of these.
Bored, Being alone sucks.
Maybe going gym to kill time later, or meeting brothers.
Im going bonkers soon.
*Edited
Met up brothers at Macdonald's. Waited for them to finish their meal then made our way to coffeeshop as i didn't have much money for lunch.
Ate, Went into OrchidPark and stayed inside the design studio.
Slacked inside till their class was over, then went to the playground and slack for abit.
Splitted ways, me and Roy went to take the bus.
Had a heartful chat with him, and i find that im quite useless actually.
I didn't know that he had that much changes in him, and i simply thought he was still the old him.
Gotta spend more time on them cause they are my brothers. (:
Monday, June 8, 2009
Im so bored.
Crap, temporary excitement in exchange for long - term boredom.
No choice, and i just have to like it.
Wah lan, really is long can?
Fuck tests.
_l_
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Woke up when my mother "Renovated" the house.
The noise pollution is 'wtfbbqfuckingcbknn' .
Buay tahan.
Mother asked me why am i so pissed, then i say,
"When you sleep till song song someone at there tia chu i see you happy or not. "
She laughed.
Washed up, Bathed. Fifa-ed for awhile before going out for lunch at AMK. After which, we proceeded to IMM for window shopping again.
But when we reached there, Dad said he wanna have some coffee.
Brother suggested Swensens. Omfg ._.
Went there, Ordered a Topless 5, Iced Mocha, Marshmellow Latte and a Mango blablabla(Forgotten the name) .
My brother gave the treat, which was, WOW. Finally, he treated us something.
After eating, went walking around till 5+. Then we made our way back home.
Fifa-ed again at home till ShiGuan sms-ed me at 7 to ask me wanna meet or not.
Hence, made my way over to meet him, while having a superb talk-cock session there and i never fail to laugh always. After which Nicholas came over and meet us then we proceeded for dinner at 807.
Dinner-ed, went to the playground opposite OrchidPark again. Slacked there till 10.40+ .
Went home, Onlined, DotA-ed.
Sigh, nothing more to write, cause im really in no mood to say anything now.
Crap, temporary excitement in exchange for long - term boredom.
No choice, and i just have to like it.
Wah lan, really is long can?
Fuck tests.
_l_
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Woke up when my mother "Renovated" the house.
The noise pollution is 'wtfbbqfuckingcbknn' .
Buay tahan.
Mother asked me why am i so pissed, then i say,
"When you sleep till song song someone at there tia chu i see you happy or not. "
She laughed.
Washed up, Bathed. Fifa-ed for awhile before going out for lunch at AMK. After which, we proceeded to IMM for window shopping again.
But when we reached there, Dad said he wanna have some coffee.
Brother suggested Swensens. Omfg ._.
Went there, Ordered a Topless 5, Iced Mocha, Marshmellow Latte and a Mango blablabla(Forgotten the name) .
My brother gave the treat, which was, WOW. Finally, he treated us something.
After eating, went walking around till 5+. Then we made our way back home.
Fifa-ed again at home till ShiGuan sms-ed me at 7 to ask me wanna meet or not.
Hence, made my way over to meet him, while having a superb talk-cock session there and i never fail to laugh always. After which Nicholas came over and meet us then we proceeded for dinner at 807.
Dinner-ed, went to the playground opposite OrchidPark again. Slacked there till 10.40+ .
Went home, Onlined, DotA-ed.
Sigh, nothing more to write, cause im really in no mood to say anything now.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
The harsh reality of death is cruel.
Life, is but just a short time. Perhaps it's right when they say you should happily live your life everyday since you don't even know when its time for you to go.
News was definitely shocking, though i didn't know him.
I only knew he was from OPSS last time, and he was like a cheerful person.
And now, he's gone.
My condolences towards his family and close friends.
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Woke up at 12+ , and was having a empty feeling within myself. Somehow, i didn't want to wake up at all cause there is seriously nothing for me to do. Onlined, Counter-striked for abit, then PM-ed ShiGuan for DotA. Met out for dinner, slacked around the playground opposite OrchidPark. Nicholas came and meet us around 9+, and went off after awhile when me and ShiGuan finished some prayers. Andre then came and meet us at 10+, while we slacked till 11+ and we splitted ways.
Bored, and still long? :O
Life, is but just a short time. Perhaps it's right when they say you should happily live your life everyday since you don't even know when its time for you to go.
News was definitely shocking, though i didn't know him.
I only knew he was from OPSS last time, and he was like a cheerful person.
And now, he's gone.
My condolences towards his family and close friends.
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Woke up at 12+ , and was having a empty feeling within myself. Somehow, i didn't want to wake up at all cause there is seriously nothing for me to do. Onlined, Counter-striked for abit, then PM-ed ShiGuan for DotA. Met out for dinner, slacked around the playground opposite OrchidPark. Nicholas came and meet us around 9+, and went off after awhile when me and ShiGuan finished some prayers. Andre then came and meet us at 10+, while we slacked till 11+ and we splitted ways.
Bored, and still long? :O
Its gonna be an awfully long time for me to pass.
Today wasn't really a good day, i didn't woke up even once last night and i only woke up when my alarm got me to. This just simply shows me that im dead tired, for real. What i studied for my test, only came out a FEW questions on it. Notice that i capped ' few ' instead of putting it on the lowercase. The few is really so minimal that you can think of. (Of course, when i put it this way, it's already showing i flunked my test.) I banged my head quite hard in the bus when im about to miss my stop while sleeping for both journeys. My tummy giving me the old problems again. Accidentally hit my knuckles on the table from saving my phone, hurting like wtf. Dark eye rings are so dark .__. . Headaches on my tight budget from spending in this holiday. Moodless to go school and study. Many things wanted to say yet just can't get out from my mouth.
Argh, guess im going to be retiring into this fucking hot night now. Though i wish i could stay up all the way.
Today wasn't really a good day, i didn't woke up even once last night and i only woke up when my alarm got me to. This just simply shows me that im dead tired, for real. What i studied for my test, only came out a FEW questions on it. Notice that i capped ' few ' instead of putting it on the lowercase. The few is really so minimal that you can think of. (Of course, when i put it this way, it's already showing i flunked my test.) I banged my head quite hard in the bus when im about to miss my stop while sleeping for both journeys. My tummy giving me the old problems again. Accidentally hit my knuckles on the table from saving my phone, hurting like wtf. Dark eye rings are so dark .__. . Headaches on my tight budget from spending in this holiday. Moodless to go school and study. Many things wanted to say yet just can't get out from my mouth.
Argh, guess im going to be retiring into this fucking hot night now. Though i wish i could stay up all the way.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Great, seems to me i can no longer resist the temptation of sitting infront of the computer.
Tried to study in the living room, but too bad, i can't seemed to get anything into my head.
And i 'Automatically' walked back to my computer hence here i am blogging.
Crap.
Tommorow's the damned test, and im like going onto the battlefield without the slightest idea about what are the enemy movements.
This time, i've only got three letters for myself.
H - G - G =.=
Tried to study in the living room, but too bad, i can't seemed to get anything into my head.
And i 'Automatically' walked back to my computer hence here i am blogging.
Crap.
Tommorow's the damned test, and im like going onto the battlefield without the slightest idea about what are the enemy movements.
This time, i've only got three letters for myself.
H - G - G =.=
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
NAPFA TEST!
Sigh, Failed my shuttle run cause i slipped?
Only passed situps and pullups, while standing board jump just NEEDS A LITTLE more to pass.
Sit and reach totally CMI.
2.4? Was walking cause i dont even felt like running rofl. Starting ran among 20+ positions, after that walked all the way till 160. LOL.
Went to the cafeteria and ate with KelvinLam, Benjamin and GuoJie and made our way home.
Was too tired to even keep my eyes open while at bus, and almost overslept.
Homed, Lunched, Dota-ed, Bathed, SLEEP.
Fyi, Weather is fucking hot.
Sigh, Failed my shuttle run cause i slipped?
Only passed situps and pullups, while standing board jump just NEEDS A LITTLE more to pass.
Sit and reach totally CMI.
2.4? Was walking cause i dont even felt like running rofl. Starting ran among 20+ positions, after that walked all the way till 160. LOL.
Went to the cafeteria and ate with KelvinLam, Benjamin and GuoJie and made our way home.
Was too tired to even keep my eyes open while at bus, and almost overslept.
Homed, Lunched, Dota-ed, Bathed, SLEEP.
Fyi, Weather is fucking hot.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Yeah, it is as you think.
Didn't went to school again.
Can't believe it man, it's the 2nd day in a row.
Why? I just simply don't wanna go.
Don't really have the feel to go and study, and to read up on my tests.
I want holidays to come as soon as possible.
What im worried is, my teacher might send me for counselling due to absenting myself from school so frequently.
Crap, i don't know what to do also.
Now only can rot at ShiGuan's house. Sigh.
Didn't went to school again.
Can't believe it man, it's the 2nd day in a row.
Why? I just simply don't wanna go.
Don't really have the feel to go and study, and to read up on my tests.
I want holidays to come as soon as possible.
What im worried is, my teacher might send me for counselling due to absenting myself from school so frequently.
Crap, i don't know what to do also.
Now only can rot at ShiGuan's house. Sigh.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Was super pissed off this morning.
Having a good time in LALAland and the fucking driller spoiled it all.
Continuous drillings sounds, Floor vibrating.
Shouted out through the window, "EH DIAM LEH" .
But the driller simply ignored me.
Blasting songs just adds on to the sound pollution.
Perhaps showing my displeasure through my iron finger doesn't really makes me feel better.
Oh , and also. Mr Tang Benny has skype now :D
Talk cock sessions ftw !
23 skype contacts and counting :D
*Edited
Im really, really, really tired.
Why? Because of stress and the fatigue accumulated within i would say.
Those random thoughts just made their way back into my head.
Argh, feel like banging the wall so hard to have amnesia.
So that i won't be so fucking troubled just by having those thoughts.
Fuck it man.
FUCK IT.
Having a good time in LALAland and the fucking driller spoiled it all.
Continuous drillings sounds, Floor vibrating.
Shouted out through the window, "EH DIAM LEH" .
But the driller simply ignored me.
Blasting songs just adds on to the sound pollution.
Perhaps showing my displeasure through my iron finger doesn't really makes me feel better.
Oh , and also. Mr Tang Benny has skype now :D
Talk cock sessions ftw !
23 skype contacts and counting :D
*Edited
Im really, really, really tired.
Why? Because of stress and the fatigue accumulated within i would say.
Those random thoughts just made their way back into my head.
Argh, feel like banging the wall so hard to have amnesia.
So that i won't be so fucking troubled just by having those thoughts.
Fuck it man.
FUCK IT.